Author’s Note: So in this story there are very subtle hints towards the person hurting me in this poem. Also just to clarify I’m not suicidal.
When the night falls high and the light goes down
There are very few people walking around
The slight chill going down you spine and spreading through your body
Remembering the times of when you were a prodigy
The proud faces of people around you
Smiles so bright it left a slight hue
Remembering the life that you once had
The happy days where you were almost never sad
But those days are gone and that day a part of me left too
Halloween parties when your friends scared you with just a simple ‘BOO’
Memories I’ll never get to live again
I would take more time to take it all in
Snapped out of my thoughts by the crashing ocean beneath me
Darkness, water, death… release
The water so cold when I first jump in with bare arms
But then the water starts to feel so warm
Now remembering where it all went wrong
Damn, only 3 hours? But these hours have felt so long
I had everything till I didn’t and I’m only fourteen
But inside of me are pictures that have never been seen
I guess I ran out of luck
Barley on the bull and I’m already bucked
Sad but true but do not cry when I meet my despise
Carry on with happiness filled lives
I have made many mistakes so I hope this will cleanse them
I don’t care if I get teared limb from limb
At least I can finally make someone happy